Translation by purplehaze at Tokio Hotel America Forum. Credit her if you use it.
“I still have fear”
By MARK PITTELKAU
Hamburg – He has survived the worst. Still seven days that “Tokio hotel” singer Bill Kaulitz (18) has not to talk, sing or laugh.
Then begins his voice rehabilitation. Last Sunday, the rock star had surgery to remove a cyst on the left vocal chord (BILD reported).
For the BILD readers, Bill now answered by e-mail the most important questions about his operation.
BILD: Bill, how do you feel?
Bill: “Well, I had better times in my life, but it’s ok. I am really glad that it’s done now. But I have obviously still fear for my voice and consequential damages. With me, everything is centered on my voice. I really do not have pain. ”
BILD: How have you seen the operation?
Bill: “When I got the anesthesia briefly before my surgery, the doctors were already around me and I was totally yellow at the beginning that the anesthesia would not work and that perhaps although they would start to operate me. The idea is not quite so cool that someone is cutting in your throat with you being in full awareness. But shortly after that thought, the anesthetic dose already mad me drift off. ”
BILD: How was it afterwards to see your twin brother Tom (18)?
Bill: “When Tom came to see me in the wakeup-room, I still had a giant needle in the arm by drip. As Tom and I both have a total syringes-phobia, it was very difficult for both of us to resist the laughter – unfortunately, I was not allowed to laugh. Besides, I had such an awful white coat and such a wretched green cap on my head. I looked as if I was just arisen out of some damned hospital tv soap/series. ”
BILD: What is your day currently?
Bill: “I just, for example, watched the film, Interview with a Vampire. When I do not watch DVD, Tom has all the time for me, because he always immediately knows what I will say. If I get a question, I only need to look briefly at Tom, and then he responds almost exactly what I would have done. Without Tom, I would have probably already tenosynovitis, because of to much writing. ”
BILD: How many times do you still have to go to the hospital?
Bill: “I have only a few times to check and then already my voice-rehab starts.”
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Am so00 happyyy dat bill is doin oki =D
& thtz veryy swt of his brother 4 being always there when he needs him !!! I L0VEEEEEEEEEE UUUUU BILLLL !!!!=]]]]]]]
can’t wait till he is fully oki!!!!
xXxXXxXxXxXxXxXxX<33333 aBbI [Malta]x
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Personally i kno it likes sound corny but like the moment i saw bill like years ago on starsearch i was like this boy is fine.And when i heard he had this cyst i totally freaked out i started to cry seriously i jus couldn’t believe it!I’m happy to hear he’s ok and don’t worry ur voice will be perfect and fine like u r!Feel better love you……………………..
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Have a great recovery we love still the same forever.I’m prayin for u.Seee u later baby!
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That’s so sweet!he took like the time to write to his fans and stuff.I’m sooo rellieved.Ich liebe dich BILL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Love ya Baby………..
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Hi billie Baby i’m so glad he’s ok and that tom is there for him.That’s so hot that tom is there 4 him.Feel better BABY!
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awww i love how Tom is always there for his brother when he needs him. ich liebe dich bill und tom <333
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awww i love how Tom is always there for his brother when he need him. ich liebe dich bill und tom <333
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OMG!! I am sooooo happy that he is ok. And the operation didn’t affect his voice at ALL!!! Thank god…
Have a GREAT recovery Bill!! ILOVEYOUUUU!!!!! =]]]]
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We love you…….
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Bill i hope you’ll be better soon……….
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i’m really excited that he is ok! How can i send him a message? Does anybody know? If yes, pleeeaaaase write me: a_lisa13@mail.ru. Thaaank you!
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I hope bill is going to be allright he seems to have a great personality and be an awsume person
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Omg…The twinz are Soo Cute! ^_^!!! Eeeekk Omg! I’m really happy to hear that Bill is doing great! Once I heard about the surgery I flipped out! I couldn’t bare the fact the Bill was in pain and in a hospital and not being able to sing or talk!
I thin it is SO cute ^_^ that the twinz can comunicate just by looking at each other! It’s great to hear that the rest of the band,especially Tom,is supporting Bill!
<3 <3 Get Well Soon Bill!! <3 <3
Love:Rose
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hope you get better soon and i have a crazy fan girl friend hoping the same
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I hope you get better soon, Bill. I can only imagine how hard it is to not be able to communicate orally or since you are a singer, sing. I hope you have an incredible recovery and I want you to know that you are always in our thoughts.
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YAAAAAYY!!!!! BILL JUST MADE MY DAY!!! MOST OF ALL TO KNOW THAT TOM ACTUALLY HELPS HIM A LOT OMG!!! I LOVE TOM FOR BEING THERE FOR BILL WHEN HE MOST NEEDS HIM…..BILL GLAD TO KNOW HIS GOOD…YAY CAN’T WAIT TO SEE THEM
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OMG… bill and toms twin connection is SO cool… i wish i had a twin… i think its really cool how they barely have to talk to one another anymore^^
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awhhh, that is so cutee that tom is there with him along this whole thing. i know that its rough on bill, and i wanted him to know that its not his fault, its no-bodys fault. we are always here for you bill, we all love you(:
get well soon, i promise you will be okay.
iloveyou.
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Ohmigosh this totally made me cry! But i’m so happy to hear that Bills doing good, I was so freaking worried. :)
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tom and bill are so cute
just one look they already know what to say =D
it makes me melt inside.
too adorable for me to handle
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Bill: “When Tom came to see me in the wakeup-room, I still had a giant needle in the arm by drip. As Tom and I both have a total syringes-phobia, it was very difficult for both of us to resist the laughter – unfortunately, I was not allowed to laugh. Besides, I had such an awful white coat and such a wretched green cap on my head. I looked as if I was just arisen out of some damned hospital tv soap/series. ”
Just freakin love!
And yah Johanna, Interview with a vampire, DUH =P
lol
^_^
*amused*
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OhMyGod, He’s Adorable :)
So Cuteee ^^
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Aww..cute interview (except for the surgery part)
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His going to be okay! I just know it! and Tom is marvelouss!!
*smiles to self*
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I’m glad he’s not in pain(too)!they are so close:)they are cute:)I know everything’s gonna be oraight Bill doesen’t have to be afraid because we ARE and we WILL be with him!BILL WE ALL LOVE YOU SWEETHEART!!!
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Yay Bill! I am so glad so relieved and so amused..
Love the outfit quote LOL I thought the same thing when dressed in a similar creation
Interview with a vampire.. duh!
Great movie
I do hope Bill keeps a good distance to his Kings of Queen dvds these days.. he can´t afford getting too amused poor guy..
Good thing he has Tom an seiner seite
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aww man i just love the twin thing its just awesome… im happy to hear that bill is not in pain and tom is being the great big brother he is=p cant wait till bill gets better
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That twin tuition thingy is so cute. XD
I feel really relieved, its just gonna be fine from now on. =))
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“I had such an awful white coat and such a wretched green cap on my head. I looked as if I was just arisen out of some damned hospital tv soap/series” —– Man, i know it sounds mean but… id love to see him like that, completely defenseless and without all that “bad boy” parafernalia :P
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it’s called “twin-tuition”. like intuition, but with twins……..;)
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I agree with everyone, I’m so glad Bill is not in pain. I’m so glad that he has Tom, it will make his recovery easier. Love the wonder- twin powers!!
He must have been horrified about his hospital gown, couldn’t they have found a silver one, or one with lots of zippers for him???
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I’m so excited for him!
I hope everything turns out well and that his voice hasn’t changed much, if not at all.
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aww. he was watching interview with a vampire!! I love that movie…..
I’m so glad that he’s okay and i just know that everything will be fine….
:)
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Awww how sweet of Tom.
They really do have that twinly thing.
I’m super glad to hear from Bill though.
<3
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aww i love the way his brother cares for him and he will be fine and im glad hi is not in pain
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Awww. That is so cute. this makes me smile and the boys twin connection is so cute. XD
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Awwww!Im so glad he is not in pain!
Its cute how the twinz are always soo close!
He is so cute about the whole thing,and still seems worried.
Love ya Bill<3
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aww I love their little “Twin connection” haha
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bb! :D this makes me happy.
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aw……what a good brother tom is! i’m glad bill is doing ok. *relief* :)
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Awwwwwwwww!
<3333.
I love his and Tom’s relationship.
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Great!! SO cute !! hope he has a fast recovery :D ♥