translation with permission from janasternenreise
Since 2 years no kiss! Why he is so lonely
Thousands of loveletters, screaming fans!
Countless girls are screaming “I love you” to him. He`s the most desired boy in Germany.
Nevertheless Bill Kaulitz (17) is single. And that for more than 730 days!
Exclusively in the Bravo-interview the Tokio-Hotel singer reveals all about girls, loneliness, emotions and the hope for the big love.
Bravo:How long are you exactly single?
Bill:Since about 2,5 years I`m alone.
Bravo:That means, you were 14 years old, when you had your last girl-friend?
Bill:Exactly. I was 1,5 years together with that girl. I was really in love with her.
Bravo:Why do you have separated?
Bill:I don`t know anymore. We drifted apart. But I have never separated from my girl-friends in quarrel. We always had contact and stayed friends.
Bravo:How many girl-friends did you have?
Bill:Five! I was the first time in love with a girl, when I was in the 4th class. She was older. I always had long relationships.
Bravo:How do you feel, when you are in love?
Bill:That is the best, that can happen, if you have really big emotions for another human beeing. Then I`m totally confused and cannot concentrate on anything else.
Bravo:And would you like to fall in love today?
Bill:Yes! I would really like to fall again in love. This feeling is really super-nice – and it would be terrific, when I could have this feeling again. But I`m totally not unhappy at all. I had so many luck in the last years.And it has also advantages being a single. You can talk with people free, you don`t have to justify – and there exists no jealousy.
Bravo:Have you necked (kissed) in the last two years?
Bill:No! Just friendlike kisses – for welcome. But nothing with passion.
Bravo:But you`re so often at aftershow-parties and events- there should be something possible….
Bill:Yes, sure. But I`m not an up-picker (Aufreißer? don`t know the English word). I don`t have even short flirts. Of course, that would be possible. But that is more Tom`s part (laughs). That`s nothing for me.
Bravo:Don`t you feel then anytimes lonely?
Bill:Yes, there are such moments. We are often on journey – and sometimes alone in the evening.
That`s part of our life. In such situations it would be nice having a girl at my side. Sure, I have Tom, Georg, Gustav – and my family. But nevertheless I feel sometimes lonely.
Bravo:And what do you do against that?
Bill:Sleeping! (grins) That helps always.
Bravo:But that is very sad, or not?
Bill:Hmm – I call in such moments often with my friends. They are always there for me. And it helps me much writing down how I feel – like I did for example with our new song “Hilf mir fliegen”. I wrote this song also in such a situation.
Bravo:You are really showered with love-confessions of your fans. Could you imagine to have a fan as girl-friend?
Bill:That would be really very cool. It`s super to have somebody, who likes my work and my music – and, who likes, what I do.
Bravo:But how do you want to find under so many girls the one, you could fall in love?
Bill:That`s difficult – but not impossible. There are many situations, when I meet fans. Then it`s possible, that I fall in love with one.
Bravo:Did you ever met a fan and thought: she`s hot?
Bill:Yes, there were some girls, and I thought, they look really cute. But mostly it doesn`t happen, that we get to know us more closely. I always need a lot of time, before I open my heart for somebody.
Bravo:How do you want to change that?
Bill:Not at all. Besides, we clicked the moment we met. I really believe strongly in love at first sight!
Bravo:How would you react in such a situation?
Bill:Then I would think at once: I have to get to know her absolutely. But I have no idea, how far I would go. I would be totally confussed for sure and would not know, where to go.
Bravo:And what is with groupies?
Bill:I have always nice talks with them. But I`m not a guy for one night……
Bravo:What has to happen, that you would decide for a one-night-stand however?
Bill:Just when I think, that it is love at the first sight. And in the next morning I would find out, that she`s stupid and bitchy. Then we would stop with that one night. But I don`t plan things like that. I really don`t like one-night-stands.
Bravo:Is the love of your fans a compensation for a relationship?
Bill:That can be. What the fans give us, is at any rate very, very nice. It`s really a good feeling, that they exist. To think about them, helps me often a lot.
Bravo:Music or love? What is more important?
Bill:I live my dream with the music. When I would have fallen in love, then I would see that maybe in another light. But at the moment Tokio Hotel is at the first place at any rate.
Bravo:Would you reveal to your fans being in love with a girl?
Bill:Yes! I couldn`t keep that to me for sure. Then I would spend a lot of time with her – and everybody would see that. A hide-and-seek wouldn`t be fair for the fans and for her…
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bill is so sweet!everythin ’bout him is so gentle.of course i will be jealous if he has a gf bt i still love him n tokio hotel!just noticed sth, had my first love in 4th grade as well.still cant believe 2 hotties were born just 3 days earlier than me~
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bill you are a perfect flower! i love you….
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awwww soooo cute! That girl would be sooooooo lucky!
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It’s really t0uching me t0 read every c0mments at here. It s0 in a p0sitive envir0nment. Every fans 0f t0ki0 h0tel and Bill Kaulitz want only the best f0r him. I always imagine myself as his perfect match in heaven. But wh0 kn0ws ab0ut the future? Anything may happens. I can 0nly pray that 0ne day he will meet his GREATEST TRUE LOVE that will last FOREVER. Whether he was meant for me or not, that’s an0ther story. What’s important is that he is happy for the rest of his life. May ALLAH bless you.
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:) The girl that ends up with him will be the luckiest girl in the world♥
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Oh my goodness he is such a romantic person! There needs to be more people like Bill in the world! Reading just made my heart melt :)
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kak e adresa na bill4o i tom4o . pls////////////////////////////////////////………………………………,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
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bill is the best if i stayed watching him all day i won’t feel bored & when i will be rock star i will ask him 2 teach me singing like him……………..bayzzzzzzzzzzzz
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wow, 3 and a half years on the story is still the same. music is your wife, bill. i think we all have to accept that.
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Wow! reading this makes me fall in love with Bill more and more!. :]
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I’m agreeing with Cindy.
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He is so cute and sweet!
I had never heard of “Tokio Hotel” before but i saw a pic of them in my friend’s binder and i looked the up and i loved them I LOVE “Monsoon”!
Ome(Oh My Edward )i looove bill!
Te Amo Miiamorr*
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bilas grazus jis lb lb lb lb stiliovas jis emo o man tokie zmones patinka nereik jo smeisti del jo stiliua snes jis lab grazus
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What I like about him most, is that he really cares, and he wouldn’t hide his girlfriend from the press or his fans. He doesn’t care what she looks like, as long as she’s a good person. Most of us fans could probably be that girl, we just won’t get enough time to really get enough time to get to know them, and really connect with them.
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hi im madeline from USA. as i was reading all of the comments, yes i read all of them, i noticed alot was from diffrent places around the world. so its true. BILL KAULITZ IS THE UNIVERSAL HEART THROB. i think its amazing how he cares about personallity and not looks. those guys are super rare to find. i want to go to one of tokio hotels concerts. id prolly look stupid staring up at him with gaga eyes. im like totally in love with him. but im 14 and hes wayy older.lol. i hope he finds his perfect girl who treats him like the superstar he is.
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Im so crazy 4 Bill, he has the sweetest comments. I would do anything in the world to just meet him. I <3 it how he’s still waiting for his dream girl. He’s really waiting for the right girl to meet. Well Bill, I hope you find your dream girl soon. Kepp on looking Bill <3 <3 <3 <3
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I love this interview. I would LOVE to meet him and see how we connect. I really really like all of their songs and they seem friendly and someone good to talk to. Hopefully my dream comes true on my 16th birthday to meet them.
;)
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i loveeee bill, i was on youtube and i was looking at videos of tokio hotel, and i had seen somehting w, “bill kaulitz girlfriend” i was like ahhhhh! i almost cried. but i know its like almost impossible to have bill as my own , oh well. i still love him and support his music and ahhhhhh TOKIO HOTEL <3
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i loveeee bill, i was on youtube and i was looking at videos of tokio hotel, and i had seen somehting w, “bill kaulitz girlfriend” i was like ahhhhh! i almost cried. but i know its like almost impossible to have bill as my own , :| oh well. i still love him and support his music and ahhhhhh TOKIO HOTEL <3
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bill is one guy, and us girls are a million competing who’s gonna win him. out of us million girls theres only one to be chosen. he’s a big boy and i think he can make his choices.
i be damed if the chick aint me lol
even if he’s every girls dream guy, theres always gonna be a fucking soulmate for everyone. but probebly rare to have a love like his …….. ;_;
i dont blame him for waiting for the perfect person cause there are too many jerks in this world, including boys and girls ;)
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i say bill is spicey!
it makes me sad to have read this interview cause it seems like he is like the only boy in the world who has this kind of personality, down to earth, honest, caring, sweet, and sensitive and its EVERY girls dream to to have it. WHAT ARE THE CHANCES OF GUYS BEING LIKE THIS?? and i’d say any chick would be very lucky to have bill in their life. i just know its not me… :’(
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Hi! I’m Kiara and I’m 13.
I Live in Modena, in Italy.
I’m a true fan of fantastic Tokio Hotel.
I love Tom…he is very very best!!!
See you soon…kiss…kiss
Kiara
W Tokio Hotel 4 evere!!!!!!!!
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bill seems like a nice guy that would be kool if i got to be with him cuz i really do like him,acutally i really love him but i hope he finds the rite girl he is looking for =)
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i think you are really sweet and the girl that you chose to love is going to be very lucky to have a guy like you to love her im happy that their still guys like you in this world even dough i dont know you i think you are really kind and you are doing the corect thing i wish you luck on everything…
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51@ sooo totally agree
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The Thing I Most Like About Bill Is That He Doesn’t Care What A Girl Looks Like Hes More Into Their Personality ,
Well I Hope Thats True.
Because Its so hard to find someone Who Doesn’t care about looks,
Which Most Guys Seem to Be like they just care about how “hot” a girl is, I would rather Be called Beautiful Than Hot. Just because it has more meaning.
:)
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